This Crazy Life
I’m an emotional wreck, but that’s all I’m going to say about that.
I called my Aunt today, apparently either my mother or her husband Pete called social services on my Aunt, kinda an act of ‘revenge’ because my mother lost custody of my sister.
Childish.
My Aunt also said that when my sister went to see her lawyer, she was saying some strange things. Like she was hearing voices, and that she was evil and the devil was inside her. When she was over here last Thursday she told me she thought people were inside her because she would say things she didn’t mean to say.
Of course this has me scared shitless. I’m hoping her father will get her into counseling -soon-. I’m going to try to spend more time with her…I miss her. And I can’t keep working 6 days a week if I plan to have a relationship with my 8 year old sister.
*sigh* It’s never going to end.
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4 Responses to “This Crazy Life”
June 3rd, 2002 at 7:49 am
::hugs::
And I’m not trying to scare you, but it sounds like she might have schizophrenia. :-\ Love you hon.
June 3rd, 2002 at 8:25 am
Or she may just be traumatized by all that has been going on in her life. Or if there is someone very very Christian (in a negative way) in her life, they may be “convincing” her (if you know what I mean) that she is evil and has demons. There’s plenty of cases where people have been told such things and then psycosomatically started displaying the symptoms. I know that me and my siblings were pretty screwwed up psycologically after my parent’s nasty divorce.
June 3rd, 2002 at 10:05 am
That’s actually what I’ve been thinking Melissa. I wouldn’t put it past my mother at all to start making Sister believe she was evil and the devil because she wasn’t living with her anymore. That the fact she lives with her father now, makes her evil. My mom isn’t ‘very christian’ she pretends to be. She only started going to church when this custody battle started, because it would make her look good. And she tried to discredit -me- in court by saying I worshiped the devil.
Come to think of it, she’ll probably blame this on me too. Telling the court that I’m using Sister as my fucking minion to satan or something.
Gotta love that whole mother/daughter relationship.
I’m going to have Sister over sometime this week. There was this one time I gave her a purification bath, to help cleanse her of stress and negativity, and she was all happy about it because she thought she was all clean now. So I figure if maybe I do something lik that. Something she can see, she’ll believe that she isn’t evil anymore.
As for the voices, I’m not sure what to do.
June 3rd, 2002 at 3:06 pm
That bath sounds like a really good idea. And I know, I didn’t mean actually, faithfully believing Christian. But you probably know that. And good luck defending yourself from the “satanist” accusations. Heck, good luck on everything. ~Melissa