Turmoil
Okay, time to update.
My cable has been out since like Wednesday, and I won’t have a repair guy coming out here till next Wednesday so I’m forced to suffer the wrath of AOL dialup *cringe*
‘He’ and I were having some issues, mostly me, really. I still kinda am but he’s been helping with it some. I guess I get worried about what will happen when he goes away to college this fall. He’s been doing a lot with his friends lately, and I don’t want to lose the time I had with him. I don’t want to be put aside, you know? But we’re working on it, and I believe it will get better. I’m just having seperation issues. He’s spending a lot more time with his friends, and I guess I’m afraid he’ll want to do that instead of spending time with me. I need him.
Speaking of college, I’ve decided to go. My friend Emily convinced me to do it, and I’m going to try. This is a huge step for me, and I have $0 money but I’m hoping I’ll get some financial aide or something. I have no idea where to start, or even if I can get finished by fall, or where I will be working once it starts. I plan to start at the local community college here and work my way up. I just hope I’m not too old 
I guess 22 isn’t that bad. I’m hella nervous though. Any tips or advice would be great. I hope they have people there I can talk to about planning my college future and stuff because I know -nothing-.
My life is pretty out of control right now. Not all of it bad, but most of it very new and scary.
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June 22nd, 2002 at 3:53 pm
My grandmother didn’t start college until she was in her late thirties, after her first husband passed away. She had three children to support, so she started nursing school. It was in a foreign country as well (she’s German). So have no fear, Crys: if she could do it, you can, too. All you need is a little determination and a lot of faith in yourself.