Moms Letter
Everything is just like a big neverending spiral.
Dad quit his job today, as requested by his doctor. His doctor said he can either stop working, or lose his leg. He’s going to try to get on disability (hopefully) and do a few odd jobs around like mowing lawns or working with his friend some weekends. I’m glad he did, but at the same time I’m scared. I know I’m capable of getting a job. But I don’t have one yet. And until I get one, since my dad doesn’t work anymore, we are pretty much flat broke. I may try to take a loan out of the bank to tide us over. But my dad does have two more paychecks coming. *sigh*
Mostly hung out with my cousin today. I went to Ruby Tuesdays and had lunch while Steph was working, saw and old friend there that I don’t speak to anymore. Went over Stephs and played with her new baby bunny I gave her named Bailey. We even made him a little paper towel bunny diaper because he kept messing everywhere.
Came home to find this in my mailbox. It might be sincere, or she may be convinced she’s sincere now, but I honestly don’t think she’ll ever change. And I honestly just don’t want anything to do with her anymore.
So yeah, blah on the world 
Oddly enough I’m not really that depressed today. I think it was the bunny..
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3 Responses to “Moms Letter”
August 3rd, 2002 at 1:34 pm
sorry to hear tha…money problems definitely can be a huge drag down.
try not to let it pull down your entire life…try to smile a bit and calmy go through it.
you can if you can will it to.
August 5th, 2002 at 1:36 am
It’s hard to trust someone who has done so much damage in your life…
Hopefully the money issues work out, I am in the same boat financially and I have no words of wisdom to pass on as of yet heh.
August 7th, 2002 at 6:20 am
Thank you both very much, I’m trying hard.