Drumming, and Ex #4’s College Stress
Thank you to everyone who e-mailed me, IMed me, or left comments. It’s well appreciated.
It’s just been one crazy week, one thing after another. So many animal deaths, more than usual. On top of the guy who died from a heart attack, it’s just death everywhere.
I’m about to head out to a drumming circle with Sati. She and I have been hanging out a lot lately, I’m not sure why. I think she likes hanging out with someone closer to her age. We call each other up and hang out doing witchy things. I used to not like being around her that much because she’s poly, and when she talks about it, I get very uneasy. I just don’t understand how people can have multiple sexual partners and not believe in romance or marriage or anything. But it’s just the way she is. Now that I’ve been spending time with her though, I like having someone around with a different frame of mind than myself. Someone I can get advice from who has a totally different perspective on things and won’t just tell me what I want to hear. She’s very blunt like that.
Ex #4 is having a lot of trouble with college, and it’s frustrating and stressing him out non-stop. Sometimes to the point where he’s been taking it out on me. We had an argument last night where he just blew up at me when all I was trying to do was comfort him and give him someone to talk to.
I really wish there was something I could say or do that would help him feel better about himself and his capabilities. Because he really is extremelly smart, just very very unmotivated. Plus I think a lot of the fraternity things he’s involved in and parties he goes to really do damper a lot of it. He’s out late at night, he probably doesn’t study as much as he should. But it’s what makes him happy, so I try to support him. Of course in turn, his temporary happiness is only crushed by his frustration and anger at himself when something goes wrong in school.
*sigh* It’s like a big damn cycle. I hope he finds the answers he needs soon. And I hope he knows that I’m always here for him. He’s my sweetie.
I got an e-mail from someone doing a ’story’ on how herbs enhance sexuality and they wanted my input. wtf?
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3 Responses to “Drumming, and Ex #4’s College Stress”
November 9th, 2002 at 3:15 am
Hopefully this will be something Jeff can work though.. I don’t really agree with him taking it out on you, but sometimes its just the easiest targets are the first. Give things time, offer your support and love.. then the rest is up to fate.
good luck..
November 10th, 2002 at 7:45 am
Whoooohoooooo!! Crys, youre addicted to Xena too?? =D =D
November 10th, 2002 at 9:06 am
Absolutely! I own every season except the last, which I plan to get soon