I’ll miss you Ex #4.

Let me explain.

Ex #4 dumped me tonight, and damn was it hard. I miss him so much already, but after talking with some very special people, they convinced me it was for the best. Because I deserve so much better. And they’re right.

So I’m just going to work and hang out with my friends, and go to the gym. Hopefully somewhere in there I’ll be able to meet the guy who will sweep me off my feet and treat me the way I deserve to be treated.

I still love Ex #4 though. *sigh* I always will love you. But you’re right, you weren’t good for me. Doesn’t change how I feel about you though.

In other better news, my cousin Steph is getting married, and asked me to be her maid of honor I’ll scan pictures, it’s in April.

God it’s been a hell of a week for me. Why am I still sane?

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1. cayla Says:
   November 10th, 2002 at 4:42 pm

   Once again, I don’t really know what to say.

   You always have to hope that, in time, things will work out as they’re meant to.

   And they usually do.

2. Em Says:
   November 10th, 2002 at 5:50 pm

   I’m so sorry you’re hurting, I don’t even know what to say to you that won’t sound condescending. I just hope this pans out to be a positive and I’m sure it will. You deserve that happiness

3. Jeanie Says:
   November 10th, 2002 at 11:02 pm

   I’m so sorry he hurt you like this, babe, but the people you spoke to are right - you deserve so much better. Love you hon.

4. Mitch Says:
   November 10th, 2002 at 11:16 pm

   Well you tried, but just remember, you didn’t fail. You did what you could do, and that’s what matters. I hope you get to feeling better ASAP, and hopefully this will be a good thing in the long run, and not a bad thing..

5. sarah Says:
   November 11th, 2002 at 12:38 am

   I know this is a rough time for you. ((((hugs))))

6. Crys Says:
   November 11th, 2002 at 12:41 am

   Thanks so much I don’t know how I’m going to do it, but I’m sure with friends like you guys that I’ll find a way.

7. Stacey Says:
   November 12th, 2002 at 8:58 am

   Oh Darlin, Im so sorry :\ Over the past 2 years Ive seen the good and the bad, I maybe this will prove one of those to you. You are a -beautiful, smart, unique, strong willed- young lady, and you WILL find someone woth your while. You deserve the best my dear, and I hope you the very best in finding that. My thoughts are with you, and I am sending good vibes your way.

   <3 you!

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