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Confusion in Love

December 2nd 2002

I had probably the best Saturday I’ve had in a long time. I spent the whole day talking with Ex #4, or playing Warcraft or some other innanity. I wish that I could really express how happy I was. It’s probably not a good thing, with us getting closer together, because I’ll end up getting hurt more. But Saturday it felt so worth it. If only every day was Saturday.

The reason we had such a good time was probably because he was home, and not at college. I think he tends to not be so moody when at home. And not so distracted with beer, heh.

I’m just a glutton for punishment.

I went to see “8 days” last night, that Adam Sandler Christmas cartoon. It wasn’t bad, I got to see it for free so I can’t complain. Some parts were hilariously sick. I really want to see James Bond though.

Does anyone else think that old school Red Hot Chili Peppers was so much better than this new crap? It’s all over the radio, and I just don’t like it.

I’ve been falling in love with sunrises lately. Some days I get to leave for work just as the sun is coming up and creating the most beautiful colors in the sky. Today was one of those days. There was a thick blanket of clouds that looked like the surface of a planet, perfectly carved with craters and mountains. The sun was creating this dark pink hue, and I swear it looked like something alien. How lucky I am.

Money has been tight, I may ask to work some double shifts so I can get some of these bills paid and still have some money for presents. I’m hoping to do most of my shopping online just to save hassle because I -abhor- shopping. Especially at Christmas time. People are mean, pushy, crowded, and nothing is stocked. I hate money.

I’ll be having a new hostee move in soon, but I’m having trouble finding her e-mail address, so we’ve been playing guestbook tag. I also put up my Christmas List under “Girl.” I may try to put up some more of my music this week. If I feel in the guitar playing mood.

You know what would be really nice for Christmas? Falling in love again.

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8 Responses to “Confusion in Love”
  1. Joe Says:

    *Hugs* I’m sorry, Crys.

  2. ellsie Says:

    hi crys, i’m so glad to hear that you’re ok now. thanks for mentioning me in one of your previous entries. so i’ve decided to link up with you. anyways, visit me :D cuz i’ve moved and my host right now is sooooo much better. i luff her. =) take care, ok!

  3. sK Says:

    hey just wondering what do you use in warcraft?

    =)

  4. Crys Says:

    I’ll always be a Night Elf gal.

  5. Melinda Says:

    You mean 8 crazy nights?

  6. Crys Says:

    Yeah that’s what it was, I don’t know what I was thinkin.

  7. Mimi Says:

    I’ve never contributed anything to your site before, but I just want to say that I love it, and it’s one of my daily visits! I listened to you singing that Staind song… I also play the guitar.. you are a graet singer. ^__^ I agree with you about the Chili Peppers. Give me Suck My Kiss over The Zephyr song anyday! Keep up the good work on the site, and I hope you feel better soon.

  8. Crys Says:

    Hey thanks hon :) I visited your site and I agree, Anthony is a hotty.

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