Everyones life seems to be messy.
I tried to call my mom today to see if I could have Sister tomorrow for a big Solstice party. Of course she said no, cause she had plans. Bitch.
A friend I haven’t seen since I was 19 stopped by today. It was really good to see him again. After work I was able to spend some time with my old crew, drinking and listening to Elvis. Yes, we are wild.
Ex #4 has been overly sweet to me lately. Sometimes it has me wary, because eventually I’m afraid things will just turn into one big battle again. So I’m not going to absorb into it too much until I know it’s sincere or going to last. I do so enjoy it though. It feels good being close to him. Well, being around him at all feels good. I love him.
My friend Phil, who’s house we hung out at tonight, is going through a lot of problems. He just got married in February, after dating the girl for 4 months. She’s now pregnant and due in January. I knew that they shouldn’t have gotten married but how do you say that to a friend who is hell bent on it? And now he says he just wants to strangle her sometimes. I told him “Been there, done that.” Just go with the flow for a little bit, and if it doesn’t work, then get a divorce and plan out your visitation. That’s about all you can do, but that certainly doesn’t mean you can’t move on.
I don’t like his wife anyway, she’s a bitch.
I’ve come to the conclusion that with all of my domain troubles, that Mitch and Joe are going to have to leave. Not that I wanted it this way, but I’m not chosing sides or favorites. This situation is not entirely ones fault. And I hate how some people try to make it seem that way. Mitch has already volunteered to go, and I will certainly miss him. He is a good friend 
I also have another friend who seems to be getting themselves in a little mess too. I just don’t know what to do with everyone. What’s with all the negative vibes! I’m going to keep my mouth shut on that one. Too messy.
I haven’t talked to “Ex #1″ but maybe 4 times in the past months. Something just seems odd about that. I saw him at Thanksgiving, haven’t heard from him since, and it’s been a month? I dunno, maybe he finally gave up? Maybe I can finally go forward with the divorce papers? Hrm, interesting.
I have been in an out of character good mood lately. I believe it’s because of Ex #4. No. I know it is.
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2 Responses to “Everyones life seems to be messy.”
December 21st, 2002 at 11:38 pm
woah….kinda messy…but hang on in there! merry christmas (know this is kinda early but figure u’ll need it =p)
December 22nd, 2002 at 3:29 am
“I also have another friend who seems to be getting themselves in a little mess too.”
Something tells me you’re talking about me. Don’t worry, hon, I don’t plan on doing anything stupid.
Jeanie is a good girl. Really . . . hehe!