Jeff and Crystal
Another holiday greeting, thank you sK!
I am now a strong believer that this time of year is especially magical. I go to sleep and wake up with the same content smile. The past month has been rather difficult, with losing Jeff, and dealing with his attitude towards me. But the past week, he has been that little fire in my life. I think it started out as just playful flirting, but now? It’s as if we’re a couple again. He’s still confused about what to do, as am I, but I believe we both are happy the most when we’re together. And he’s too special to me to ever push him into a decision. Just hearing him tell me he loves me makes everything okay. I love you.
We had a holiday party at work yesterday, lots of food and gifts. My boss, who I firmly believed had no compassionate bones in his body anywhere, gave me a card with a $50 bill in it, so I was pleasantly surprised. My secret santa gave me a Russian herbal tea set with crystal sugar stirring sticks and a porcelin tea pot.
I had a wonderful day at the Solstice party on Sunday. We feasted, drank meade, gathered with many friends, drummed for hours in front of the bonfire under the moon, and felt like our ancestors must have celebrating the rebirth of the sun. It was very magical. It makes me wish I had a coven to do small rituals with on a regular basis. My friend Sati gave me a beautiful patchouli candle and a spell kit she made to find true love and happiness. Inside it had three candles, some homemade incense, and a flask of oil with a tiny tigers eye stone in it. I was very touched. I gave her a jar of dragons blood, a stick of coal to burn it with, and a small flask for oils.
Right now my life couldn’t be more perfect. Well, if I was able to see my sister tomorrow morning to open gifts, it’d be better, and if Jeff were here, I’d be in heaven. But for now, I am perfectly content. And I owe it to Jeff.
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One Response to “Jeff and Crystal”
December 24th, 2002 at 3:26 am
I’m happy to hear things are going your way and your not down for the holidays. You just got to belive that the forces around us have good things in store for you! Your a great friend Crys, and I wish you nothing but happyness for the holidays, the new year and beyond..