DOTM/Ex #4 was bad/Money is low/I’m a robot
Looks like Jeanie and I both got nominated for Domain of the Month and we don’t know how *rofl*! So I guess vote for us! I had stopped applying for DOTM because I’d always end up like 3rd place. Frustrating.
I inherited some very very bad news from Ex #4 yesterday. I’m not going to go into specifics about it to save him from anyone bugging him about it, but it was something I honestly did not ever expect. And he and I talked through it last night, like adults, which was good. And hopefully things will be okay for both of us.
I blew up on Joe yesterday, I apologize.
“Ex #1″ stopped by last night to email his resume to some new job offer. He’s so computer illiterate 
I hate having him over here, and right now I’m very pissed off at him anyways because he managed to lose $170 of my money. Isn’t that grand 
Money is extremelly tight anyway right now, I have $40 to my name till Friday when I get paid. And even then I have so many bills to pay. February 17th needs to come sooner than later so I don’t have to pay my dads bills anymore.
I hate how I don’t have anything thoughtful to write about anymore. Maybe I just don’t think. I know I usually numb myself just to get through the day. Like a robot, I go to work, do my thing, maybe have a few laughs dependant on who I’m working with, I come home, check my email, talk to Ex #4, and usually that’s the only time I sit down and let myself feel things, while talking to him. Sometimes I hate being this way though because if I’m a robot most of the day, it means I’m missing out. My days are going to go by too fast and one day I’ll wake up, and half my life will be gone.
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7 Responses to “DOTM/Ex #4 was bad/Money is low/I’m a robot”
January 21st, 2003 at 2:58 pm
I voted for you! Hopefully Jeff will be fine (((((((((HUGS TO HIM)))))) thanks for linking me! I’m honoured. That Coming Of Age ritual is lovely…I’d love to be a part of that…except for the ear piercing bit. I’ll NEVER get anything pierced. Never. And no one can force me.
January 21st, 2003 at 11:47 pm
Oh yes, we kick booty!
January 22nd, 2003 at 12:57 am
Yeah, I’ll be voting for you as well.. I’ll be damned if you get third place ever again!
January 22nd, 2003 at 2:59 am
Congrats! And good luck on bring home 1st. :0)
January 22nd, 2003 at 3:28 am
I voted! You deserve to win! Awesome layout btw, good luck!
January 22nd, 2003 at 3:33 am
Thanks hon
January 22nd, 2003 at 7:53 am
I voted for you!!