Ex #4 and a release?
I am proud of myself. I have been running around ragged and emotional the past few days due to a little event that happened between Jeff and myself. I won’t go into it here because I don’t think it will do any good if I did. But suffice to say, he did something that really ruffled my feathers. And my being the emotional rollercoaster I am about such things, I was a complete mess. But through the advice of my friend Myk, I handled the situation maturely and talked it out with Jeff without any sort of anger or vengefulness. And for me, being the bitchy little Aries that I am, that’s a big deal. So yes, I am very proud of myself, the situation is settled, and we have moved on. Hopefully.
Sometimes I worry that I may not get out there as soon as Ex #4 would like. Sometimes I worry that he might get frustrated with me because of it. Please be patient with me.
Geez I never realized how much stress I really do have in my life. The court mess with my mother, the long distance relationship with Jeff, my divorce, taking care of my father, and the newly created stress at work. Where is my release? How exactly have I been escaping from all of this? Jeff is a big part of my release, being able to talk with him. The rare event of drumming circles I attend. I guess the coffee house on Friday nights is sort of a release. I just don’t know.
I’m going to start planning a trip to Illinois this spring. I’ll have to price hotels, plane tickets, all that fun stuff. I hope things work out until then.
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One Response to “Ex #4 and a release?”
January 31st, 2003 at 4:44 am
Good to hear from you, and I hope things are going really well for you. A trip might be a good thing for you, maybe put some of the other stressful things aside and have some “Crys” time to yourself. Good luck and happy trails..