nothing

i hurt myself today

to see if i still feel

i focus on the pain

the only thing that’s real

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but i remember everything

what have i become?

my sweetest friend

everyone i know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

i will let you down

i will make you hurt

i wear my crown of shit

on my liar’s chair

full of broken thoughts

i cannot repair

beneath the stain of time

the feeling disappears

you are someone else

i am still right here

what have i become?

my sweetest friend

everyone i know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

i will let you down

i will make you hurt

if i could start again

a million miles away

i would keep myself

i would find a way

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1. Mitch Says:
   February 25th, 2003 at 6:30 am

   That’s some good/deep stuff.. very insiteful..

2. Crys Says:
   February 25th, 2003 at 7:16 am

   heh, isn’t mine, NIN my friend

3. Mimi Says:
   February 26th, 2003 at 3:27 am

   Oh I like that … what is the name of the song?

4. Crys Says:
   February 26th, 2003 at 3:37 am

   Hurt by NIN.

5. don Says:
   February 26th, 2003 at 2:24 pm

   when i see the lady on your layout sitting there, i feel very tranquil. i like that.

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