Poor cat, Spring Equinox, Visiting Ex #4
Haven’t really felt like writing anything, that and there hasn’t been much going on. As far as the cat was concerned, apparently it was put down only an hour after I posted the entry. I tried to find a loophole so that the cat could live, but sometimes things just aren’t fair. The guy who had planned on taking the cat home, is going to call Animal Rights on her. It’s just stupid and selfish to kill a cat when there is NOTHING wrong with it and a good home wants to adopt it. Thank you to everyone who left comments with concerns for the cat. At least I’m hopeful that there are people who actually care about animals.
I was able to spend some time with my sister, we mostly went to Pizza Hut with my friends, watched some movies and played some video games. I’m going to try to get her this Sunday as well because there is a Spring Equinox ritual down at the Druids Grove and hopefully they’ll have some fun games for children and adults alike. I plan to take about 2 or 3 dozen devilled eggs (moms recipe) to celebrate the season and donate about 3 dozen fresh eggs to the grove.
Ex #4’s spring break is next week, I was supposed to go out to see him for the week but with losing my job, I’ve been reconsidering because what money I have now is ALL the money I have until I get another job. If I spend more than half of it, I don’t think I’ll have enough to last me until then 
We have everything planned and ready to go. I feel really guilty about it and I know Ex #4 is frustrated, so am I. I just hope it doesn’t cause us any problems, that’s my biggest fear right now. It’s not like we won’t have any other opportunities, right?
The weather here has been wonderful. Fall and Spring have to have the best sunrises and sunsets ever. I don’t get to see much of the sunrises anymore, but I try to catch every sunset I can. I love seeing the sky lit up in bright reds, pinks, oranges, yellows, purples, and blues. It’s a shame more people don’t take the time to experience it. Sometimes when I catch a sun setting, I think of how wonderful it would be to just chase the sun for a little while and eventually I’d end up in Illinois with Ex #4. One can hope anyway. Our time will come.
I’ve been planning a banishing ritual, I think it’s going to be pretty complex. I’m hoping Sati or one of the other witches from the Grove are willing to do it with me. I just feel like it’s time to get rid of a lot of the negative energy in my life. And with the new buds of spring approaching, it would be a great time to get rid of it -now-. Problems with finances, problems with my job, divorcing “Ex #1″, all of the problems Ex #4 and I had in the past, just everything I can think of that I want to release so I can welcome all of the good energy into my life. A new job, a better and more secure relationship with Ex #4, new friends, etc.
Smile 
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6 Responses to “Poor cat, Spring Equinox, Visiting Ex #4”
March 18th, 2003 at 6:39 am
I’m happy that even with all the bad things your facing, some good things are also making their way through..
March 18th, 2003 at 7:47 am
Thanks so much Mitch
March 18th, 2003 at 9:26 am
OMG thats horrible to do to a cat. and for such a dumb reason
I bet it would have a better after life then it woulc’ve ever had with that lady. Grrr it gets me so Flippin mad when people do dumb things like that to innocent animals! She should get sued 
*tear tear* The poor kitty. I would’ve taken it in. But anyways, good luck with getting to go to Illinois and see Jeff 
March 18th, 2003 at 10:52 pm
-sigh-
I think I really need one banishing ritual as well
March 20th, 2003 at 11:48 pm
Hey
I’ve been to your site once before and felt such awesome energy 
I just wanted to comment, but well, I didn’t that time, but hey! I’m doing it now, yeah? 
Don’t get me wrong, spell casting or anything has to do with the will and directing of energy 
Your thoughts create energy which is radiated by your aura, which is manifested by your feelings. YOU CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY! 
You are being guided right now to make some choices. Everything happens for the highest good- whether or not we believe in that stuff ;). The banishing thingy will help you ;).
You truly are gifted and talented. Well, rituals and stuff arn’t really needed, but it does have some psycholgical effects which allow you to feel good
I do feel angelic energy around you
Well, lets see, you will be meeting your angels and high guides soon, and you will feel guided, and you will hear more clearly, your intuition and inner voice
The next step will be more obvious 
Your kid will learn as well hon 
You will learn to be stay centered, and I feel this will help your kid too
You’re doing an awesome job! Your money probs will get better! I feel you taking a course, or something (not really sure), but I do know that more miracles will start working- pay attention to them and be thankful for what you have now, and what you will get, and you will get more!
Meditation upon rising, and before you retire ;).
“Spend some time alone everyday”
Anyways, do drop by my site
Would love to get to know you more 
Tata for now
*hugs*
March 20th, 2003 at 11:49 pm
woopsy! I’m soo sorry! my site is http://www.sweet-dream.org
Thanks again 