Survey/Dad’s Bond/Interviews
Stolen from Dani
:::10 Bands You’ve Seen Live:::
1. Metallica
2. Soundgarden
3. Jethro Tull
4. Rancid
5. Black Crowes
6. Psychotica
7. The Ramones
8. The Melvins
9. Screaming Trees
10. Girls against Boys
:::09 Things You’re Looking Forward To:::
1. Ex #4
2. Star Wars Galaxies
3. A Job
4. Finding a decent place to live
5. Opening my MUD
6. Making my Dad a Grandfather
7. Getting back on my feet
8. All these court cases to be over
9. A new Layout
:::08 Things You Wear Daily:::
1. A series of silver rings
2. My copper and leather bracelet
3. Studded watch
4. Pentacle
5. Black Eyeliner
6. Red Docs (need new boots, only wear shoes when going to places tho)
7. Earrings
8. Eyebrow ring
:::07 Things That Annoy You:::
1. People frothing at the mouth for plugs and hits
2. The millions of layouts consisting of Christina or Britney Spears
3. My mother
4. Ex #4 playing video games too much
5. Money
6. Bill Collectors and Sales Calls
7. Not having a shower every day
:::06 Things You Touch Every Day:::
1. My computer
2. My animals
3. The phone
4. Water
5. My bed
6. The shower?
:::05 Things You Do Every Day:::
1. Shower
2. Talk to Ex #4
3. Check E-mail
4. Work on my MUD
5. Work on Websites
:::04 People You’d Want to Spend More Time With:::
1. Ex #4
2. Steph
3. The Crew (Jake, Clay, Dan, Phil, Heather, Jos, Teddy)
4. Sati
:::03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over:::
1. Conan: The Barbarian
2. Star Wars Trilogy
3. Practical Magic
:::02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment:::
1. “Faint” by Linkin Park
2. “Sanitarium” Metallica
:::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With:::
1. Ex #4ers 
Dad seems to be doing better. I think his fever finally broke this morning, it’s like 99.6. He still seems a little week, and already he’s talking about mowing the lawn but I’m trying to talk him out of it. I just want to lock him up somewhere for good so he doesn’t get hurt.
I don’t know how often I cried yesterday. Yes, I cried. Mostly when I first found out he was sick, I was fine later in the day. But in the morning I cried. I cried in the shower, I cried while trying to find him some comfortable clothes, I cried talking to Ex #4 on the phone. My dad is very important to me, he’s always been someone I’ve counted on and needed. I can’t even stand thinking about him being gone, it just makes me tear up again.
All of this makes me think I should spend more quality time with him. Going fishing or something. We’ve never had the “I love you, Dad” sort of relationship. I’ve always been a Daddy’s Girl but I’ve also always been a Tomboy. It’s kind of a father and son relationship, though I guess maybe it shouldn’t be. I don’t know. Ex #4 was telling me yesterday that I should hold my dads hand and tell him I love him, and I was just kinda thrown off. That’s just not something we do. We just have a bond. I hope that doesn’t make me a bad daughter.
I have 3 interviews this week Hopefully I’ll have more..and 1 is at a vet! I’m really anxious for that one. At least I have some dress clothes now, so time to whip out the charm. Wish me luck.
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3 Responses to “Survey/Dad’s Bond/Interviews”
July 16th, 2003 at 7:30 am
you saw the ramones live? man i got to hurt you! lucky!
July 16th, 2003 at 8:17 am
cool site, pretty layout
July 16th, 2003 at 8:23 am
I’m glad your dad’s doing better. Do try to keep him in bed for at least a day. He’ll need lots of rest after a feaver like that.