It would appear that some people that caused me to move from my other domain due to harassment, have been searching for my journal. I’m not stupid.

Fine, if you really want to know what’s going on in my life that bad, here I am. Why should I care anymore? My life is as real as anyone elses and I am not ashamed of what goes on in it. I’m actually quite proud of the person I am, the struggles I have lived through, of my qualities as a human being. And compared to some of you, I’m definitely a better person.

I also find it facinating that, in all honesty, I could care less about the people that lived to harass me from before. I don’t think about them, when I do it’s only to laugh at how pathetic they were, and how pathetic their MUD has grown. But still, years later, I am still such a thorn in their side for even existing. What a grand impression I must have made. That makes it all worth while.

So here’s my journal Mr. (pool-138-89-149-240.mad.east.verizon.net), and here’s my MUD. Feel free to show your true colors.

Besides, if I have anything I really wouldn’t want them to see, I can always restrict my entries.

Eh, new layout. I love it, but the comments and archives aren’t formatted right just yet. But it’s 2am and I don’t feel like messing with it anymore.

My two online holiday greetings from two very good friends:
Thank you Sarah!
Thank you Kristen!

I definately had a better holiday than I had expected. Being as we were so poor this year for one reason or another, I didn’t expect to get much of anything. But my dad, in his limited yet resourceful ways, was able to get me some earth colored scarves and gloves I wanted, with furry leopard spotted slippers. Also some chocolates and “Pirates of the Caribbean” and “LoTR: Two Towers.” So it was excellent He really enjoyed his gifts too, especially the two large Native American warrior statues I found for him.

Speaking of Pirates of the Caribbean, I was just not impressed. I mean I love seeing Johnny Depp in eyeliner as much as the next girl, but the movie itself was just bad. It had no solid plot, it’s as if they took several different elements and tried to shove them all together.

Last night “Ex #1″ came over and gave us some gifts. The bastard bought us a bunch of DVD’s, and I was like “Man, now I have to buy a DVD player because my PS2 is broke,” but low and behold, he bought us a DVD player too. So I was able to stay up and watch all Ex #1tra stuff about “Conan the Barbarian” last night, since that is my ultimate favorite movie.

I’m going down to the Grove for a Yule party this weekend. We’re doing a Secret Santa thing with Grove members this year, no more than $20, and my Secret Santa person asked for feathers or crystals. I got them a suede pouch of Amethyst crystals, so I hope that’s enough…

SPEAKING OF CEDARLIGHT.
We got our Tax Assesment results back, and they are granting us 50%, which is EXCELLENT news. We’re debating trying to go for the full 100%, due to the problems it could cause, but this is an awesome victory for the pagan community in general. Thank you SO MUCH everyone who signed the affadavit for me

Had a great time at CLG. Wasn’t fond of having a 24 hour vigil, but I stuck it out as best I could. Talk about being tired now though Which has caused me to be very bitter. That combined with people just pissing me off right and left, has my day going QUITE SWELL.

On a lighter note, I am now the offical webmaster for CedarLight which makes me proud, but no one else was nominated to contest any of the positions, so it was a rather small election lol.

I hate money.

My grandfather stopped by the other day to tell me that he didn’t think I was doing my job on his website because he couldn’t find his site when he did a search for storage trailers. Yet I did a search on google for storage trailers maryland, and he’s number 3. Bite me. I emailed him and told him that his site is listed as number 3, and not to come over just to tell me I don’t know how to do my job.

My sister and I made some really weird but hilarious mp3’s while she was here. They’re either really fast or uber slow, and we sound stoned, but if you’re interested:
mp3 1 mp3 2 mp3 3

I am trying so hard to be happy and de-stress, but it just keeps coming back. I feel like I start making some progress then Jeff or some other friend does something to either completely piss me off, or annoy the hell out of me. I really don’t know why I’m letting everything get to me, it just -is-. I make no excuses for my bitchy behavior, but for the love of all that is holy, stop PISSING ME OFF.

Man. 20 degree weather, and I was able to enjoy sitting outside in it for 12 hours today. It’s very hard to type right now I’m still so frozen from that Christmas tree farm. Don’t think I want to do that again for a while…..

Afterwards, I gave all the money I earned to my dad so he could do some christmas shopping. I know he feels bad about not having any money.

Cold……..