Mp3’s and Stress

Had a great time at CLG. Wasn’t fond of having a 24 hour vigil, but I stuck it out as best I could. Talk about being tired now though Which has caused me to be very bitter. That combined with people just pissing me off right and left, has my day going QUITE SWELL.

On a lighter note, I am now the offical webmaster for CedarLight which makes me proud, but no one else was nominated to contest any of the positions, so it was a rather small election lol.

I hate money.

My grandfather stopped by the other day to tell me that he didn’t think I was doing my job on his website because he couldn’t find his site when he did a search for storage trailers. Yet I did a search on google for storage trailers maryland, and he’s number 3. Bite me. I emailed him and told him that his site is listed as number 3, and not to come over just to tell me I don’t know how to do my job.

My sister and I made some really weird but hilarious mp3’s while she was here. They’re either really fast or uber slow, and we sound stoned, but if you’re interested:
mp3 1 mp3 2 mp3 3

I am trying so hard to be happy and de-stress, but it just keeps coming back. I feel like I start making some progress then Jeff or some other friend does something to either completely piss me off, or annoy the hell out of me. I really don’t know why I’m letting everything get to me, it just -is-. I make no excuses for my bitchy behavior, but for the love of all that is holy, stop PISSING ME OFF.

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1. Tiara Says:
   December 22nd, 2003 at 6:03 am

   It’s Mercury Retrogade right now apparently…communications tend to be a bit iffy.

   Don’t worry about it too much…just take some deep breaths, and calm down. All will be fine eventually.

   *hugs*

2. sK Says:
   December 26th, 2003 at 8:52 pm

   You just remind me of someone I knew.

   Just take a deep breath and probably be cold to the world. And only be soft to those who gives a damn about you?

   *hug*

3. sarah Says:
   December 29th, 2003 at 5:12 pm

   Hopefully everything will be okay for you.
   Thats good that you are the new webmaster for CedarLight!
   and I liked the Mp3’s. lol
   *hugs*

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