This wait is so agonizing..
My dad and I spent some time this morning routing through all of our change jars (we actually have a few around). We found a few dollars in change, of which my father is going out to buy some necessities. Bread, milk, tuna fish, maybe some cheap hot dogs.
That’s pretty much all the money we’re going to have for the rest of the month, and all of the food too. Hopefully it’ll snow fairly soon so we can make some money plowing/shoveling neighbors driveways.
All of our bills are caught up (besides the usual debts, my fathers hospital bills, etc). So we’re not in danger of having stuff shut off, or being kicked out of our house. Our credit is already crap, and I don’t plan to buy anything unless I have the amount in cash, so quite frankly, credit can bite me.
“Ex #1″ will get paid two fridays from now, to which I’ll be using the majority of for my fathers prescriptions.
Sometimes I second guess myself on my decision to not go to that second interview for the part-time receptionist. But I am very positive about getting my full-time job back at the Vet. And everyone that works there is very positive about it too. And a full-time job is what I need. I just wish they would hurry up and do what they have to do so they can hire me. I don’t know how much longer I can wait.
This wait is so agonizing. Not just mentally, but I have no gas money, I can’t go anywhere, I can’t buy food, I pay bills with the money “Ex #1″ gives me. It’s definitely testing my faith and patience. But I’ve been through far worse times and I guess I was due to go through something again. I’m just hanging on by a thread.
Wanted to drive to my Aunts this weekend to get my taxes done, so I could use the majority of my tax return on my fathers debt (and save what I can for regular bills). But unless “Ex #1″ gives me the money for gas, I won’t be able to. He wants to get his done too, so he has to go with me.
Job. Job. Job.
I thought about putting a paypal button on my site again, but it’s never used, and I feel silly doing it anyway. Some people put one up saying they need it so desperately then they just blow it all. So I’d be wary too.
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2 Responses to “This wait is so agonizing..”
February 10th, 2004 at 7:21 pm
aw, i’m sure people would use it, you really do need it! *hug* sorry, i’m a total stranger, just in a comforting mood today
February 11th, 2004 at 11:24 am
O.o I didn’t realize you didn’t follow up with the part-time position.. though I can totally understand wanting to wait on the full-time position back at the Vet’s. Oh, to be working full-time.
I hope things come through with haste for you. 