Why are people so fucked up lately. People have done or said some pretty shitty things to me lately, and for the most part I’ve let it slide. What’s infinitely hilarious about it, is Jeff is the only one that’s been treating me decent!

I liked it when things were more simple.

In other news, spent a good chunk of last night scanning some old photos for my dad. Some old baby pictures in there I’ll post later in a new project I’ve been working on. Why I keep making new projects, I’ll never know. It’s not like I have extra time.

The Grove had it’s Mabon ritual Saturday. It was okay, the rituals as of late just seem so bland and always about the same damn thing. The next one, Samhain, is being planned by -us- and should prove to be quite entertaining. Just not sure how we’re going to pull off all the shit we want to do to make it uber special.

Have I ever felt such anger.

No.

What was once a beautiful ford blue F-150 shortbed truck, with 38 inch BFG mud-terrain tires, chrome valve covers and air filter, a 4 inch lift, with a 460, has now been diminished to this:
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Again with the people removing you from their friends list without telling you why. I remember this happened with Mitch last year and now it’s happening again. What’s with people? Whatever.

ARIES (Mar 20?Apr 19): Between your current responsibilities at work and the chores at home that you’ve left undone, there doesn’t seem to be much time left over for you. But it’s important for you to make time today and tomorrow so that you can get in touch with a deeper undercurrent of feelings. You have a chance to tap into a powerful and creative stream, but it’s not going to happen if you are too distracted by what’s happening out there.

So true.

Let me just say how excited I am about this and how I want to take a trip down there. It’s about time that Native American history started getting more recognition. Especially since it was the foundation of this country before we took it over.

I am also very tempted to get this even though I’m trying to be more environmentally friendly. It’s just soooo tempting. I’m such a sucker for big trucks.

Yesterday was so busy at work, that none of my “usual” duties got done because I was busy answering phones and dealing with customers all damn day. Hopefully today isn’t as busy. Even through all of that though, I love the job.

Ride on the way to work was interesting. My steering wheel decided to fall off. More like, dangle down. Do you know how hard it is to hold up a steering wheel while trying to drive and make turns? I -do-. I made Ex#1 come over with the steering wheel to my other truck, and my dad should install it for me today.

Ex#1 offered to buy us all dinner, so I said sure, so we he went to taco bell. He comes back and starts going through his order, and the next thing I know he bolts out the door in a tantrum and drives off like a maniac back to taco bell. Apparently they got his order wrong. So after another half hour or so, he comes back, and sits down to eat his new tacos. Apparently they forgot to remove the lettuce…….

Now I can understand getting a little upset if it’s the wrong order entirely, or they put something on it that is really nasty or you’re allergic to. But god damn, just pick off the lettuce.

A long weekend.

I think Sati is going to do really well with her job, I just think she needs a little more confidence in herself that she can do it. Course I understand where she’s coming from, I was probably the same way when I started. But you’ll learn as you go.

Saturday, work, lunch, shopping.
Sunday, the Grove. Very stressful, very emotional for some people. It’s been a hard couple of weeks. I finally decided to express how I felt, not caring who it pissed off, and I think it brought a lot of issues to the surface that needed to be there. Next weekends Witan (board) meeting should be interesting, I’m going to help gather a lot of facts and information and be very adamant about some issues which is also going to piss some people off. Two inparticular, and those two I just don’t care.

A few of us have been studying liturgy, which is fun and interesting. Eventually I’d like to be ordained clergy and perhaps a Senior Druid myself. I like being creative with rituals and ceremonies and I think that’s something the Grove could use. I’ve noticed a lot of us younger folks are that way.

I still love work. I’ve been given a key and even “ran shop” by myself on Saturday. I’m working towards earning a raise for my 6 months.

Eh, lot of rambling.

ARIES (Mar 20?Apr 19): You have been in a pretty serious frame of mind as you continue to feel the intensity of these past weeks. Although the issues have not played through yet, you are beginning to look at what is happening through a more philosophical lens. Don’t talk yourself into a moralistic position merely to avoid the messiness of the situation.

So true on so many levels. Even more cynnical that this is entry #666.