Weekend wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, I was kinda dreading it, but ritual went okay, my music went great, and I felt better after a phone call and some alcohol. Not sure why someone has decided to bitch and moan because we didn’t serve alcohol at the ritual. Get over it.

Actually got home around noon, and it’s 71 degrees out, so I’m going to go enjoy myself.

Sister might stop by later tonight to trick or treat, apparently she’s a vampire this year. How cute, she takes after her big sister.

I am sick of stupid people. At the Grove, online, everywhere. Mostly at the Grove, with people being all disgruntled about a few of us planning the Samhain ritual. I’m really not looking forward to this weekend at all, I just want it over with, and I want my weekends back.

Decided on a whim to get a streak in the front of my hair yesterday, I love it, might take pictures later if I can remember to.

Saw Van Helsing this weekend. Oh yes. Nuff said. We actually had a lot of fun figuring out that the DVD player can zoom in to certain portions of the movie (like just when that girl dies and he’s all ripped and part of his ass is showing). I thought Sati would have a heart attack.

Just feeling sorta blah this weekend. Not looking forward to anything (besides spending time with my out of state friends), I miss some people. I think I need a vacation. Got any recommendations?

ha ha, I love it. Dad grabs the rifle, goes out and shoots something. Then comes in and flips the bacon he has frying on the stove.

My boss just told me that I’ll be up for a raise soon, and at the rate I’m going, he’s going to make sure I get the max he can give me.

I love my job.

Hit a squirrel for the first time yesterday on the way to work. I was actually pretty stupid about it because I slammed on my breaks to miss it and instead spun in the middle of the road because of the rain, and hit the damn thing anyway. Still sucks though.

Got ahold of my friend Steph who I haven’t really hung out with for a few months. Mostly wanted to see if she still goes to Golds or not, which she does. So that’s at least another person to go with. I miss hanging with her and some of the old crew and really should keep in contact with them more. Not sure what my problem is. Too busy.

My friend Jason put a computer together for me, it’s pretty badass. It’s neon green with these flashing blue lights and shit, 130gb hard drive, buncha other stuff I don’t remember. Should be here next week.

Been focusing on my music a lot lately, but getting increasingly frustrated with it. I’m still battling the effects of this cold, which isn’t helping. It’s been 2 weeks now and it’s still not completely gone. I feel like I’m at a road block with music though, I’m not sure how to move forward. I think I’m coming to the realization that I’m not going to be able to do this by myself. I’m going to need someone that is more educated in guitar than me to help out. I don’t think I’m quite ready to give up yet though.

A quiz of things I have done (in bold):
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An entry of a lot of random thoughts:

I’ve noticed since the weather is colder and we are firing up the woodstove, that our clothesline is in direct line with the smoke pouring out of our chimney. And since our dryer is broken, my clothes smell like they’ve been smoked. I mean I like the smell of woodstoves, but not to wear.

I’m really disenchanted with the Grove right now. I’ve been giving serious consideration to whether or not I’m going to bother to stay. A lot of people I wouldn’t mind strangling. But we’ll see. I have more important things to worry about right now.

Thinking about giving away most if not all of my fanlistings. I’m not sure I have the time, desire, or patience to deal with them anymore.

When I was in highschool, I used to want to be an auto mechanic. I used to want to drive monster trucks, I used to want to race baja and nascar. I used to jump my bronco over the train tracks in Hampstead. We used to have mobile parties back Prettyboy Dam so we could offroad while drinking. We weren’t too bright.

My mom stopped by my job today. She didn’t come in, she stayed in the car, but she had my sister with her, so my sister came in. I introduced her to everyone, asked how she was doing, gave her a long hug. I miss her, and I really need to involve her more in my life. She’s very impressionable at the age of 10.

My mother on the other hand, when I walked my sister out, just gave me a bunch of shit, as usual. Didn’t want to hear it, so I left.

I have motivation out the yin-yang to do so much shit right now. I’m not quite sure where to start.

I really love my job. I couldn’t ask for a better one. And I love all the people, as much as a select few grate on my nerves, I’m really happy where I work.

I’m nervous about this samhain ritual. I’ve been given parts I’ve never had to do before. Most of my participation is with music, which I can do no problem. It’s the getting up and speaking part that worries me.

I’ve decided to purge a bunch of my shit. I have too much shit that I don’t use, want, or even know about anymore. It just needs to go.