Enough is Enough
So here’s an explanation.
I’m sick of the online bullshit. I don’t like that you post in your journal as some shitty attempt to try and talk to me, when you have my 800 number at work, and you could have called me collect at home all this time. I’m not in highschool anymore, and neither are you. So the passing back and forth of journal entries and song lyrics is stupid.
For like 2 weeks I hardly heard from you, you were always too busy, to busy to call and talk to someone who is supposed to be an important part of your life. To busy partying and going to frat things.
I never once, NEVER ONCE, tried to stop you from going out, and it never once, NEVER ONCE, bothered me that you did, because I trusted you. All I asked is that you spend a little time with me. Oh woe is me for being too fucking needy.
January 28th you and I get into an argument about all of this on the MUD. I get in trouble at work for it. You said you’ll try to call before you leave for Miami for the weekend so we can finish discussing. You don’t call, but I’m alright with that because I know you had to leave.
Didn’t call from Miami, that’s fine, I figured you were busy. Told me on AIM that Sunday, you’d call that night when you got home. No call. Time enough to read the Advent forums, but no call.
Monday, the 31st, again an instant message that you’ll call. No call. I break down and call you and leave a message. I get sick of all the Instant Messages while I’m not home, instead of a fucking phoen call, so I block you. Still no calls, nothing. Nothing but these song lyrics you repeat over and over that I assume are supposed to mean something. Time enough todo online quizzes, time enough to read the advent forums and post crap about me in your journal, but time enough to call? No.
So you know what? Fuck that. Bash me all you want in your journal, agree with your frat brothers that girls are a dime a dozen and they all be bitches and hoes, whatever. Because if that’s all you think of me, after as much bullshit as I’ve put up with and as patient as I’ve been with you, then you don’t deserve me.
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