New Years
A good three day weekend to reflect. I suppose I could follow the trend of posting a list of improvements and resolutions for 2006, but I’ve been working on my self improvements for a while now. It would lose its meaning.
I did not go anywhere for New Years, I didn’t ‘celebrate’ it. I was invited to three different functions, but I opted to stay home alone, watch movies, clean, and meditate. I wrote up some helpfiles for my MUD, mostly on shield attacks and use of two-handed weapons. Did some building and have almost completed our entire centaur village.
I’ve been collecting items to sell at a yard sale this spring or perhaps over ebay. There are many things I am purging and getting rid of, and I hope by spring I will have the strength to get rid of 50% of my possessions in my room. In order to gain, you must make room.
I look forward to my tax return this year. The money will be used towards papers to complete my divorce, and new exhausts for our vehicles, as well as paying off my fathers MRI bill. I’ve been attempting to train myself to save even more money each week, so that I might work on paying off my fathers debt.
I’ve given up all hope of buying a new car, at least for the next couple years. I have no co-signer, my credit is average but the past still haunts it. In a way, I’m glad. I was somewhat afraid of a monthly car payment causing a problem if my father comes across anymore medical expenses.
Speaking of my father, his leg is healing well. I expect it to be fully healed in a month or two, and then compression socks and a no-salt diet, as well as attempting to complete the chores around here before he can get to them so he can rest, -should- prevent anymore ulcers for coming back. At least for a while.
I don’t know whether or not he will still go through with the surgery or not. His stress test has been reschedule to this Thursday. I believe the surgery may do him some good, I pray it will.
I have not slept well the past few days. I don’t know if I have too much on my mind, or what. A lot of changes coming up, a lot of things I am trying to let go of. I also need a new bed, but something small enough to fit in this room. I often wake up with random cuts and abrasions from the coils in this one, it’s so ancient.
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