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Tonight I had to make a decision that forces me to really question myself and that conflicts with some of my ideals as a person. I can’t really elaborate about it here, because I know if I do, I’m going to hear a lot of people rant to me about it. I’m really not in the mindframe to deal with that right now.

I suppose the powers that be are throwing this at me as a test. I can’t tell if I’ve failed horribly or am supposed to take this as a lesson to learn from. To give or take away life, and reflect on that decision.

Perhaps preparing my altar for spring will make me feel better.

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1. Remnon Says:
   February 2nd, 2006 at 8:11 pm

   I’m not going to pretend I know much, but even if it was a failure, I would use it as a lesson to learn from. Difficult decisions, wether made wisely or not, are always lessons for the future. Just know that there are people around you who care about you no matter what and take strength from that.

2. Crys Says:
   February 2nd, 2006 at 10:55 pm

   Thanks

3. dawnmarie Says:
   February 3rd, 2006 at 3:42 pm

   I have a hard time posting certain personal things, too. Trying learning from it, ok?

4. Crys Says:
   February 3rd, 2006 at 4:02 pm

   I will It’s just weird to deal with.

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