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It’s no wonder people go postal

April 26th 2006

I’m so stupid. I really and truly am.

Word has gotten around that I am looking for another job. I was pulled aside yesterday and asked how long do I think it will be till I leave. I didn’t have a date because I don’t have another job yet. I was told that they will be hiring someone else to replace me, I will be training them, and then they will have to let me go about mid-May.

So yes, I am so stupid.

And no, I have not heard from the company in Frederick. And I doubt I will, not if it’s taken this long. I’m just not qualified.

The only thing I keep thinking about, is how in the world am I going to support my father with no job? I’ve put out at least 40 resumes, and very few have bothered to contact me about them. I’ve had 1 interview, and still no job.

It’s taken everything I have not to just break down and cry at work. Because I just don’t know how I’m going to do it. My father comes before everything and I think I just fucked that up.

It doesn’t help that today is “Administrative Assistant” day and Kiim received flowers from a co-worker and I’m sitting here looking like the black sheep everyone wants to get rid of.

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One Response to “It’s no wonder people go postal”
  1. dawnmarie Says:

    They can’t do that. You haven’t given your notice yet. Tell them when you are ready to leave you will give them proper notice. You are just looking. Trust me, they can’t do that.

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