Changes
I think sometime in June, I’d like to do something different.
I don’t quite know what it is, whether I go out and buy something brand new for myself. Whether I put that green streak in my hair that I always wanted but couldn’t have working at Terminix. Whether I get another piercing or another tattoo.
I just want to do something.
This year has been so significant for me as far as changes in my life. This is the year that I am getting divorced finally (court date later this month). This is the year I bought my first brand new car, and actually had the money to. I’ve grown stronger by seeing through the masks my co-workers have been wearing these past two years, and because of such, I just got hired at a new job making a lot more money than I do now. I’ve been contacted by two separate places about playing music there, and by god starting in June I am going to be playing music everyday. I have a wonderful guy who treats me like I never thought I ever deserved to be treated. My father finally had his surgery and appears to be doing a lot better because of it.
I’ve always been told it’s common in some Native tribes to choose a new name when you start a new life journey. I’m not necessarily going to do that, I think my name has always suited me fine in a coincidental sort of way. But to do something symbolic for the life change, that’s kinda what I’m shooting for.
I have surpassed a lot of my own expectations for myself. And I intend to continue climbing that ladder.
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One Response to “Changes”
May 20th, 2006 at 1:36 pm
Congratulations Crys. =]